Tag: heart
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I can change my mind.
The mind. It’s beautifully complex but sometimes doesn’t feel so beautiful. Oppressive thoughts, low self worth, and speaking defeated words over ourselves make us feel less than. I fall into bad thinking patterns when I feel stuck and unsure what the right decision is to make. I feel guilty if I make a wrong decision…
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Sometimes
Sometimes it’s hard to walk this faith thing out. I was praying last night and telling God how frustrated I was. I have been trying to memorize verses to have a more “positive” mindset, and it just felt like a lot of work, reading books, listening to podcasts, and feeling tired. I realized I have…
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On waiting
Sometimes waiting is enough to push me over the edge. Then sometimes I love waiting, like waiting for the coffee timer to ding that the coffee is done. But sometimes waiting is painful… waiting for the doctor to call, i.e. high blood pressure healing to come relationships to restore falling asleep coffee to finish brewing…
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What’s your never?
These are the areas I’ve struggled the most: the areas I told God “never.” Never would I share, never would I do that, never would I say that, never would I treat someone like that. Never, never, never. My heart was so intentional about saying never. For example, my two year old just cried himself…
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Don’t lose heart
Do you know you have worth? If you are a believer and you know intellectually you have worth, good. But what’s better is if your heart believe it. What matters most is that at your worst, do you know you have worth? That’s when it makes its way to your heart. Most of the time,…
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Have you boxed God in?
Have you boxed God in? Have you allowed Him to move freely in some areas of your life and not others? Me too. This was easy to do when I first became a Christian. I let God forgive me for cussing and saying His name in vain. But then I fell into this deep place…
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Acceptance
I learned young you should push back on areas you don’t like about yourself. For example, I don’t like that I get overwhelmed easily, so I’ll pretend I don’t feel overwhelmed. Then struggle and toil against that overwhelming feeling, that is one hundred percent human, and typically make myself more overwhelmed. So I’m writing this…
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New Heart
I was thinking about our hearts last night. How God moves in when we accept Him as Lord and Savior, but He doesn’t end there. He wants all of our heart. He promises to give us a new heart, but not by force. We can look at the Old Testament and know God never forced…