Seasons. They come and go. And if we aren’t careful we will be worrying our way to the next one, instead of being right where we are.
You may not want to be where you are health wise…
career wise…
relationship wise…
But you are there for a reason, and to wish it away is to miss the point.
It is easy to be in seasons of wondering, not sure which way to go. I’d say it is normal sometimes too.
But take up what you have already learned and build with what you have.
Health wise, make a new choice for yourself, a kind choice. Maybe just a walk with your family. I wasn’t sure if I’d get good use out of a gym membership right now, and was a little sad that I don’t have one. Kinda sulky. So last week, I decided I’d go for a walk with my mom and son while my other two kiddos were at MDO and do some squats, jump rope, and planks. Pretty simply. My body didn’t think it was that simple the next day. But it was a pretty easy choice. Today I mowed the lawn.
Career wise, some of my friends are going back to work after staying home, some are working part time while they stay at home, and some have worked from the git go. It’s easy sometimes to sit back and think of all the things we could have if I worked. Stuff. Money. One day, I believe those things will be, but right now it’s not. Right now, my two youngest need me, and I like to be with them. Not every day, but that’s not enough to throw in the towel for me. So, right now I celebrate for my friends, and I work while I’m waiting. Growing skills, writing, mentoring, leading, organizing.
Man, relationships are hard. Our families live far away, and it gets harder the older my kids get. And I could and have sat around saying, “oh we can’t do that because we don’t have family here.” But we do. My neighbor is my family, my friends are my family. And thank the Lord, our parents visit a lot!
So sometimes you are in the transition, and sometimes you are just right where you are. And it is okay.
Let yourself know that today.
It is okay.
