Last week I went into Walmart to grab milk and eggs. We only needed milk and eggs. But listen, I have the hardest time not running through the clearance at Walmart. I’m a mess, I know.
And as I made my way to the clearance I went to the bedding section, and thought oh yeah we could totally use new sheets. (For real, we had one pair and we need a backup.)
Next thing I know I see a dear friend from church and her daughter. We smile and chat for a few minutes. My youngest is looking at all the pillows and stuffed animals by the sheets. My friend and I finish up chatting and my littlest and I head down the next aisle. I got sidetracked again and grabbed a really squishy pillow, then we went down the clearance aisle and ran into our friends again. She commented on how great the pillow was and she hoped I got to take a nap on it that day.
I was so grateful to see her and catch up. With COVID-19 it’s hard to see people and try to figure out what’s appropriate or not. We both felt joy seeing each other.
I finally grabbed what we needed and headed to check out. My friend and her daughter checked out in front of us and we said good bye one more time.
As I’m checking out I realized I left my wallet at home (darn purse change) and so I returned those few things to the worker and head out the door thinking I’ll go this afternoon and get milk and eggs. It was a sign, I didn’t need the sheets and pillow anyways.
We walked out front and our friends were waiting, and I thought oh wonder if they needed to tell me something. No, they just had a little blessing for our youngest.
I said, “Man, I forgot my wallet (because my cart was empty).”
She replied, “Oh, we are going back in and I’m gonna get that stuff for you.”
I said, “Oh, I can send you money through my phone!”
She replied, “Absolutely not.” She said she was blessed she got to see me that day and knew she was supposed to help.
I was embarrassed. Uncomfortable. She wanted to buy not just my milk and eggs, but my sheets and pillow! I sheepishly accepted.
They poured blessing on blessing to us that day.
And as I’m thinking on that story today my heart wells with gratitude. I want to owe her back. I want to do something in return. But maybe my only roll was to accept the blessing, the free gift, and be grateful.
I couldn’t help being reminded of the gospel.
Jesus sent us the most perfect gift, and sometimes it is flat out uncomfortable for me to accept I need it. But once we do, “God pours out His Spirit in our hearts with His love” (Romans 5:5) so we can live a life for Him. A life that is grateful. At the end of Luke 7 there’s a story about a sinful woman who comes in to see Jesus and she begins to weep at Jesus’ feet with gratitude and she wipes His feet clean with her hair! Then, Jesus replies, “Therefore, I tell you, her sins, which are many are forgiven–for she loved much. But He who is forgiven little, loves little. Luke 7:47”
His forgiveness of all her sins drew her in love, He wasn’t going to punish her, but forgive her completely. And she overflowed back to Him in gratitude.
I love that my friend showed me Jesus. Reminding me of my need, even if it’s uncomfortable.
How can we show God today we are grateful for His free gift of grace? Can we give it out?
4 responses to “Uncomfortable grace”
I have to say that this pandemic has changed my heart. Before the pandemic I would give but nothing like what I am doing now. About a month ago I was in line and the young lady who works in a doctors office was behind me.
She must of been on her break she had a handful of things I told the clerk that I will pay for her things. They young lady said, “oh you do not have to do that.” but I told her I know but I want to. She was very thankful.
The grocery store that I go to has been accepting donations for the Food Bank every since this pandemic. And each week when I go I make sure I donate money to them. Because if God has blessed me that I have not gone without how can I eat when someone is hungry.
I believe in my whole heart that God’s people are stepping up to the plate helping others.
Have a blessed day!
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How amazing!!! Thank you for the encouragement! Keep doing what your doing. 💛
You are more than welcome. Blessings to us all. May all that we do brings glory and honor to GOD.
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