To change is to give a different position, course or direction.
We were talking last night at connect group about change; transformations actually.
I’ve experienced some transformations in my life. Most of my own doing. I’ve transformed my diet, I’ve transformed my house, I’ve transformed my landscaping, I’ve transformed my wardrobe before. All external. Some with lasting change, and some without.
But this idea of transformation and our spiritual walk hit me different last night talking it out with my small group.
Transformation is defined as a change in composition or structure. I would say transformation is deeper.
Isn’t that what we all want? Change that lasts, that stays, that sticks even when it gets hard.
I walked into counseling today, and she told me I looked different, there was a glow and a health to my countenance. I had been feeling that way, but wasn’t sure what it was.
I think it is the miracle of transformation. When we let God into those areas that are killing us, and allow Him to breathe life into them. Then we can stand and be in awe of the transformation He did. That He did to our hearts.
I had a part. I did work. But, ultimately the ending is His. He called. He opened doors. He stepped in when no one else could. He found me in the pit and brought me up. He used so many people to do this in my life.
I’m anxious to write this for fear of being prideful. But it feels good to say I’m standing. My footing is stronger. Grounded. It is happening. Slowly.
This has been a two year journey. This wasn’t over night. It wasn’t something that just happened. It was intentional, but only He knew how things would align.
There’s a freedom I feel that doesn’t make sense.
So, keep going, keep fighting, keep living. Keep seeking Him. Allow people to move in and ask God for wisdom. I don’t know how, but He is doing it. A miracle maybe.
Miracles can’t be explained and I like that because if they could we would try and do it exactly the same way. Trying to recreate it, to manipulate God into taking something immediately so we don’t have to experience it anymore. But in the New Testament when Jesus healed people, they would get sick again, they would eventually die, but when He forgave them and changed their hearts that was the lasting stuff.
I can’t tell you step by step what to do, but keep going, don’t quit, especially if it looks like it’s not working. You probably aren’t that far off, you just need to know which way to keep stepping. Ask for wisdom, let people speak into your life. Go to counseling. Allow God to heal you, because He isn’t done with you. He’ll send you out to let others know, they can too. Be healed. Find freedom. New ways to deal. Rest. Kindness. Compassion. Deep, deep gratitude. Love. A deep love.
It’s for all of us.