Sitting at home, writing today, while my mother-in-law works in the other room today. Her flight got cancelled yesterday and the one for 1 pm today was cancelled as well. The airlines are planning to call her back and give her an update on a new flight.
So much of life has not gone the way I planned it.
We didn’t plan to move to Texas.
We didn’t plan to be in college ministry.
I didn’t plan on getting a teaching degree.
I didn’t plan on having a breakdown or breakthrough, whatever you want to call it, at age 30, with three kids.
But God knew.
“Your eyes saw my unformed substance;
in your book were written, every one of them,
the days that were formed for me,
when as yet there was none of them.”
Essentially, God knew every day I was ever going to live, and He knows every day I will live from here on out. He knows the struggles, the joys, the trials, and the fruit He will produce.
I’m reading “None like Him” by Jen Wilkins and its such an amazing book, opening my eyes to so many of the things that God is and I am not. And my last chapter was on how our God is eternal. There is no time that He has not known completely. He was relevant for the Israelites and He is relevant right now for us. He knows all.
“I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty.”
Psalm 90: 17 Moses requested for God to “establish the work of our hands.” So we can rest our plans in His hands because it’s better than we ever planned.
See, my mother-in-law got on a flight this afternoon that is direct instead of flying all afternoon connecting somewhere else to her final destination.
He knows our testimonies need some plans changed. He knows we need to see Him move and we see Him move more clearly when we are desperate for Him, when we are only looking for Him.
And if all our plans go as we thought, then who is God? Maybe He has to throw some wrenches in the mix so we look up. And sometimes those wrenches are really, really beautiful.
What plans of yours have changed, and how has God used them in your life?